It tastes bitter feeling alone .

You didn't turn up for school for a quite a couple of days . You fell sick :x I am feeling empty enough without your text , seeing your face is one of the reasons to make me smile . couldn't see you for a few horrible days .

True . So what is my rain ? What do I have to do , to get the rainbow ?

I didn't get to see him for a few days . He was down with fever . But something happy was , I had the courage to text him , to tell him to ' Get well soon ' And he replied  'Okie(:..' Was damn happy :D I texted him ' Got visit the doctor ?' And he replied ' Yeahh.. gg to school tmr(:.. Final Question to him was ' How are you ? ' He replied 'Fine..' And that ended the conversation . Things were peaceful this whole week , with the exception of you falling sick and my suckish results .

My friend asked me ' Chloe ! you okay not ? ' I am sorry , I didn't reply you cause I didn't know what to say . All I want to say is , I am fine , but not today . But I guess , it's really time to get over you , since I really can't understand what you're thinking about . But , I sincerely hope that , you won't destroy my last hope . You destroyed two , and it was easy for you . But it wasn't easy to mend it back . I was asked ' IF he ask you for stead , will you accept ? ' I don't know . Cause it's easy to be together , easy to fall , hard to get up . I'm getting up already . My question is , will you make me fall again ? Or would you choose to hold me tight ? Text me if you're ready to answer me (: GWS anyway <3

I will wait .

I think , I would have to wait until you're ready to hold me back and tell me everything's okay <3

Probably he's the smarter one to walk away , while I'm the dumb one to not let him go ?

If you're leaving me because I'm not good enough for you , I understand . Cause probably I'm not your ideal girl . I'm neither adorable , pretty , gentle , sexy or what so ever .

I am just a girl who's crazy who laugh and laugh and laugh . But you stole them away .

 Though we didn't stead , my friend told me we WERE like a couple , I felt this way . There wasn't any excuses , lies or even broken promises . But now , yes . You promised not to leave me , but you did .

Yeah , you might think that I've been as cheerful as before , but I'm not .

And guess who it is ? It's a stupid fool .

Though this ain't the ending I thought it would be , but every little details , I've never thought of changing . Texting each other in the mornings to say good morning chat all the way until saying good night ,and I guess that the next thing will be goodbye :(

Betrayed .

I fucking trusted this 'friend' although I've not met her , never even hear her voice . We just texted . I chose to believe her because she's my korkor's Girlfriend . How we got to know each other ? Through him ofc .

She disappointed me a lot , call me dumb ? I was too foolish to believe her .

I WON'T TRUST YOU , MUCH MORE TEXT YOU .

So this was the whole story .

Cause I misunderstood my korkor (her boyfriend) so I don't know whether if that was her motive or what la . She told me she saw my status and all . So , I replied ; then ? and ofc she help him explain .She wanted to know the full story , at first , I was NO . and she said she will tell me something in return , I agreed . (IDK why) So I thought of TRUSTING HER .Then after telling her she suddenly tell me this ; I know blablabla is hotter then me ._. I don't deny , that's what I said Anyway .

So this concerns ME right ? I did the same thing as her . I asked for the full story  , and what happen ? She effing never reply me . You know who you are . ^^ Like what your boyfriend calls you . I HATE YOU BITCH . I KNOW WHAT DIRTY STUFFS YOU DID BEHIND MY BACK .

Wee yi's Belated birthday gifts :D

Yeap and yes , this is what I got for his Birthday :D Cause he and I've something in particular . We are chocolate lovers . But I prefer DARK CHOCOLATES <3

His birthday card I made :D I spend loads of time drawing that circle , and finally , it's nice :D

The inside of the card , I purposely made it blur so you guys can't read it ><

Anyway Wee yi , Thanks for being such and Awesome , sick , crazy ,funny and annoying brother ! 

Answer me , tell me WHY ?

If you're someone close to me , you would understand what had happened , don't misunderstand . He'

s not the guy who made me shed my tears two month ago Tell me why ? Why ? I don't understand what you meant . 'A while? ' How long is your a while ? How long more do you want me to wait ? You stole my heart away . 

I guess , I will have to Get hurt in order to be loved .

Smile ? How do you expect me to smile ? Don't even mention , Laugh . You stole my brightness and my laughter .  I've to Laugh and Laugh an Laugh when deep inside , I want to cry , I can't let my friends know , something's wrong . Can I ?

 Regret ?

I've never once regretted . If I was given a chance again , I would still talk to you , and grab you.

 I asked you whether you'll leave me is because I was insecure . But would you understand ?

Starting to blog (:

Hell yeah , I've start to blog , AGAIN . I tried blogging once last time and it was like awesome . After so long , I haven touch back to blogging . Anyways I'm back :D
My URL was partially an idea from my sister . Cause her's is K-isstherain , while mine is K-isstherainbow . After the rain , comes the rainbow <3