He's the one .

Yupp , and that boy , caught my eye . But somehow , I am still not ready for a relationship , and I have no idea why .

Would there really be someone whom I am the whole world ?

I hope yes .

Yes , maybe I would . If I am really asked to choose , this would probably be my response . Using my last breath to say I love you ? I think it's worth it . 

I really understand what this means . Because , this is what I am going through now . I think I crush on this boy , (Not my level) And whenever I am asked if I like this boy , I had to deny . Perhaps , the only person that knows everything is only myself , including my crush . I don't intend to tell anybody , so don't try to ask me who , cause I won't breath a word about it ><I have never regretted meeting him and all (if you did follow the last few posts, you will understand what I am talking about) Cause at that point , the CHOICE was made by ME . And that was what I wanted at that time . So , there was no reason , why I should regret .

True enough , no boy should worth your teenage tears . I think what I did was really very stupid . I didn't regret it , But I have no idea why I shed my tears . Probably because I was disappointed .

 To end of this post , Thanks for all the compliments that your gave ^^ Saying you guys Liked the pictures and my posts . And I am so sorry for posting them like only twice a week . Probably , this will be my last post before MYE . After that , I promise , I will blog everyday ! :DI will work on harder on my blog !

My wishlist ^^

THIS . I WANT ! HAHAHA . HAVE BEEN EYING ON IT FOR A LONGLONG TIME !

Or this ? I am also deciding on PINK . Pink , red , or black ?

I WANT THIS KIND OF EARPIECE BADLY ! I want it pink though .. Not going to buy those quality not so good kind :p

YEAHHHH . THIS . I also want :> I like the design , the quality . I think this costs over a hundred buck !

Yupp , I don't see them everyday , but I know they will be there for me , any time I need <3

Rif'ah , Ying jie , Ying Ning , Atiwich , Salihin and Jun yu <3 (Naming my primary school friends )

They believe in me , and accept the way I am .

My friends accepts me , including my laughter ;)

Yih Min , Samantha , Zi xuan , Chelsea ,  Gwyneth ,Xin ying :D

The bad thing about friendship:

For me , accepting a relationship = Losing some friends :(

I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS :D I HOPE IT WON'T END !

I know this few days many conflicts , but it will end someday !

This is to my Yih min mummy , Samantha Mummy , Lavenia Mummy , Marian Mummy , Ming Yi mummy, My precious Yvonne mummy <3 , Liang you daddy (Don't mistaken , my daddy not play boy)

I'm listing only my dad and moms :p

Friends .

Can we ever be like that ? Young , Wild & Free . No complications , just fun .

There are a few , just this few <3

Sometimes , you just seem to know everything about me , I gain your trust , I understand you . 

We are like sisters <3

But now , you seem to not trust me and suspect the things I say , even worst , you broke my trust .

I do ignore the person who adore me , SOMETIMES .

The one I adore , ignore me :(

I love the one who hurt me , LAST TIME .

Girl#1You use to be like so friendly , so nice and not that proud .

But now ? Idk how to explain , but you changed . Even now , your friends are starting to leave you .

Girl#2

You , Last time , you ain't that annoying , ain't that crazy and wild .

Little little things you also laugh like very big likethat . Then people already say 'NO' you still keep insisting , asking . And I swear you act cute and you are disgusting .

My princess <3 Cute horhh ? ^^

LALALALALA :D

She was trying to jump on this thing , and she failed :x

This is how hyper she is , somehow , I think she likes pink ;p She's like so long right ?

YO ! Chloe didn't introduce me to you guys :( I will do the self intro myself ! ^^

My name is Lucky :D Cause actually , Chloe wasn't my original owner . I had seven friends at first , at one time , My original owner bought three of us to the park , and let us run . We were still newborns that time , and then , A cat came and bit off one of my friends leg and the other , the whole . I was really upset , I ran off , and at that time , my original owner spotted me and seemed to understand the whole situation , that's how I got my name . HAHAAH . But Chloe usually calls me Darling ><

 BYEBYE ^^

Yupp ! Will be talking about my friends today :D

For me , this sounds really true :D I have good friends whom knows my best stories , whom are basically the cliques I have in my school <3

My best friend probably is Rif'ah , Ying Jie and not forgetting my precious Trina <3

HAHAAHHA . YES . MY EPIC LAUGHTER ^^ I am so proud of it (:

You said ' I trust you ahh ' On your status , you were obviously talking about her , then you still deny for what ? Then when I ask you , you even made up a whole new story . Ehh , I find you very two side leh . I not three year old kid alr . Something was fishy when I listened to your convo . You look at my messages , then anyhow go utter rubbish , you think I don't know ? That time at spiral staircase , you told me how you hate that senior , telling me both of them got attitude problem , then still go up to them xxxx jiejie ! Walao ehh . you very two side . Behind peoples back badmouth them and betray them , you think we don't know ?

My beloved wife's , birthday

Wifeyy, You remember ? We took this when we were Primary Fouurrr :D

So chio right ?

Yup , yesterday , 14042012 was my laopo's birthday , and celebrated it with her with some of her awesome friends ^^ Took manymany polaroid sponsered my ; Rui xuan ><

Dear Laopo, I hope you enjoyed yourself yesterday , and yesh , you're someone important in my life <3 Same primary school , same secondary school :D Whenever I am upset , you are ALWAYS thereee for me . Though there were disagreements at times and even some people who sabotaged our friendship , but remember , I Will ALWAYS be here . Don't call me lesbian just because you're jealous of my chiobu wife okay ? 

Saying , goodbye

I've never expected that you would be so heartless . You admitted that you read my blog , didn't you know how hurt I was ? I guess you're thinking the hurt you gave me wasn't enough thus , you hurt me , much more then what I went through . 

On that very day , 09/04/12 , I literally was too heartbroken to say anything . 'No.. but I srsly  wasn't cheating ur feelings back then.. srsly . ' You know what I was upset with ? You gave me false hope . I asked you what was with the awhile , and you told me that you couldn't sort out your feelings . How selfish can you be ? I understand at that point of time , you really cannot figure out . What about much later ? Why do I have to wait so long ? Why didn't you explain to me earlier ? Instead of me asking you after so much suffering ?

My question is , why did you lie ? 

 Though it lasted only for 24 days , I enjoyed those 24 days . Those days were really awesome . With your sweet texts , It brightened up my day . Your caring texts to me was really very nice . My friends keep asking me ; why you like him ? He not good-looking anyway . ' I answered , you don't like a person because he or she is good looking . What I like about you is your character and your personality . Shy by character yet hyper by your personality . There was once after my attire check , The morning after you send me the text . I saw you behind me , I was very angry with you . I kept asking myself why . So I just walked in the class and slammed the door behind me , I couldn't figure out what was wrong with me when it's YOUR descion . And after that text , I seemingly can laugh as much . I saw the side vision of you looking at me whenever you walk past my class . Are you feeling sorry ? Or Are you trying to find out how sad I was ? Yesterday , when I say you , I screamed . I told Yvonne ;  MUMMY , YOU SEE ! HIS THERE ! SO CUTE ! and her reply was , 'why bother ? He broke your heart ' I thought of it , Yeah , why did I bother ? You wont do the same anyway . ' Waaa , today first time sia , chloe come in class so quiet , Usually come in then scold people or laugh and laugh . Today what ? Singapore snow ah ? ' My friend asked . 

Do you understand ? Saying goodbye hurts , but when  I look at the messages you send me , it hurt me more and I see those sweet sweet couple, it reminds me of the past.

Thanks for all those memories you left for me . I hope you will see this post , I wish the best for you , in finding another girl , don't make her wait , neither to give her false hope . Fight for her with all your might :D Don't be so pig , wake up earlier to text her okay ? Make an effort to wait for her to sleep before you do . And don't be so forgetful ^^ Treat her better then how you treat me okay ? I love you , maybe the last time I would say it to you :)

Zixuanbelated birthday gift ^^

Yeah , so This is what we got for Zixuan :D

Yi qing also have the similar bagg (:

Zi xuan with her baggie ^^

Samantha also have the bagg ! COOL right ?

 Zi xuan , one year older liao , mus be more mature okayy ? Heeeheheheheh . Gu gu jiao ni ! And yes , you are a chio bu , cute , awesome and funny niece :D 

FIRST attempt to cooking with the girl who ALWAYS mess the kitchen

My 2nd attempt to Aglio olio ! Looks more disgusting then the previous time I did for F&N test . But this tastes , FAR better .

 After I organised them for a bit :D

Mushroom or whatever I cooked with my sister . we originally want it to be DRY , but i added too much oyster sauce , and it tasted veryvery salty . Thus , I decided to make it into a mushroom soup !

YUMMY RIGHT ? I forgot to add in the scallops -.-

This is called KNS noodle . It started off very tasteless and hopeless . But after adding a little of this and that , it Unexpectedly turns out awesome (:

Wooots ! My sister who always mess up the kitchen is cooking ! COOL RIGHT ? But she's an awesome sister :D You jealous ?

The kns noodle .

End product of threee dishes ! And bitch , your leg spoiled the whole picture . THANKS UHHH