Disappointed , Hurt , Betrayed , Cried .

Do you know how many tears I shed when I Knew what came out of those mouth of yours ?

Its hard to explain how I felt , It was just so weird , the feeling was just like , I just got stabbed in the heart and you just poured salt over and over again on my wound .

I WAS THERE . I WAS . I did manymany things for you . Don't forget . But what happened ? You took them all for granted . I might seem to laugh a lot , but I'm a human , I do have feelings and I also do have my ups and downs , more over I'm a girl . I tend to be more sensitive . Get it ?

You taught me not to judge . But what happen ? Was that your true colors ? I am confused , the impression you left me ; was a brother that would be there for me and protect me , definitely not hurt me, Was I wrong ? Or , did you not show your true self in the very first place ?

Have you tried understanding how I felt ? My pain ? The grudges I had ? The tears I shed ?

I've always thought that you would care for me . We were  so close . I knew secrets where even your brothers didn't know . I saw the soft side of you . When you lied infront of me , I knew that , it was a lie . But I left you with some dignity and pretend that nothing happened . But you left me with NO DIGNITY AT ALL . NONE . 

Yes . No doubt , I cried . What's wrong ? Everything . No matter what I do , who cares ? Who would ?

I don't really hate you , I'm just very disappointed . You know who you're .

Take it all , I really have no idea what more you want . I'm too tired to carry on the game with you . Tired of crying , understanding . Perhaps I cared too much . Way , too much ,

Anyway , stay tuned for the next post ! About yvonne's Birthday , I promise it won't be so moody :>

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A family outing ^~^

Yupp , I guess you're already bored about me apologising for the late updates ):

But I really no mood and no time -.-

Anyway , I was with my family at the new suntec garden city or whatever you call that . 

Okay , I know I've fat arms and all so stop staring la ! 

Me with my sister ! Ewww . My cheekbone is like so wtf .

Oh yeah . Anyway , ALL the pictures in the post are ALL stolen from my sister's blog ! So , the credits goes to her !

She didn't use any DSLR or whatever . Its just plainly her iphone . 

Praise her photography skills ! But , behind one picture is many shots ;)

She took out the best !

Speaking about this picture just make my blood boil . She just stood there analysing which angle is good . Going up and down the stairs , then take here and there . To be honest , I've no patience for all these pictures . Then I went down to join my dad and he was like ' hey ! where's your sister ? what's she doing again ?'

Nice right ? <3

One of my favourite shots :)

I was the model of the day . Okaycan . Stop judging me by how I dress alright ?

It's a freaking hot day that day -.- Don't expect me to wear skirt or long pants -.- It's ridiculous .

Tanktop is because I've no other shirt to go along with this pants . I can never step out of the door if my sister is not satisfied with what I'm wearing . She will go , ' Are you sure you're wearing this out ? You're going near town .. blah blah '

I love my hair here ><

She matched them out for me ! I was totally pissed of deciding what I wanna wear for 30 minutes .

Lastly , decided to go casual and plus , my sister is satisfied ! Out I go !

And , the owl was bought by my sister as a gift ^^

Headed to a chinese restaurant for dinner after that !

On my way home , debated with my dad for the whole journey . Or should I say , we argue over trivial stuffs everyday . Always no-win no lose ! Oh . I recalled what we debated over . Cause when he's driving , then got a slow car infront he would be like ' Must be a lady driver .'

Then when we see the face and it's a guy , he would go ' Stupid gay .' 

So we betted on the driver la . Then the first car , he say ' the one who lose will wash toilet .'

Then I was like ' bring it on !'

And I LOST ! FAGGG

Then the second round , I won !

Third round , I won !

Then on our way home we debated about who to wash toilet lol .

Obviously I won . But he ridiculously didn't wash the toilet ):

He's a good companion for debating !

End of this post , This was taken last friday by my sister . Anyway , me with my eastpak !

I love it <3  My hair is seriously screwed up ):

But I love it .

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