I've never expected that you would be so heartless . You admitted that you read my blog , didn't you know how hurt I was ? I guess you're thinking the hurt you gave me wasn't enough thus , you hurt me , much more then what I went through .
On that very day , 09/04/12 , I literally was too heartbroken to say anything . 'No.. but I srsly wasn't cheating ur feelings back then.. srsly . ' You know what I was upset with ? You gave me false hope . I asked you what was with the awhile , and you told me that you couldn't sort out your feelings . How selfish can you be ? I understand at that point of time , you really cannot figure out . What about much later ? Why do I have to wait so long ? Why didn't you explain to me earlier ? Instead of me asking you after so much suffering ?
My question is , why did you lie ?
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Though it lasted only for 24 days , I enjoyed those 24 days . Those days were really awesome . With your sweet texts , It brightened up my day . Your caring texts to me was really very nice . My friends keep asking me ; why you like him ? He not good-looking anyway . ' I answered , you don't like a person because he or she is good looking . What I like about you is your character and your personality . Shy by character yet hyper by your personality . There was once after my attire check , The morning after you send me the text . I saw you behind me , I was very angry with you . I kept asking myself why . So I just walked in the class and slammed the door behind me , I couldn't figure out what was wrong with me when it's YOUR descion . And after that text , I seemingly can laugh as much . I saw the side vision of you looking at me whenever you walk past my class . Are you feeling sorry ? Or Are you trying to find out how sad I was ? Yesterday , when I say you , I screamed . I told Yvonne ; MUMMY , YOU SEE ! HIS THERE ! SO CUTE ! and her reply was , 'why bother ? He broke your heart ' I thought of it , Yeah , why did I bother ? You wont do the same anyway . ' Waaa , today first time sia , chloe come in class so quiet , Usually come in then scold people or laugh and laugh . Today what ? Singapore snow ah ? ' My friend asked .
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Do you understand ? Saying goodbye hurts , but when I look at the messages you send me , it hurt me more and I see those sweet sweet couple, it reminds me of the past.
Thanks for all those memories you left for me . I hope you will see this post , I wish the best for you , in finding another girl , don't make her wait , neither to give her false hope . Fight for her with all your might :D Don't be so pig , wake up earlier to text her okay ? Make an effort to wait for her to sleep before you do . And don't be so forgetful ^^ Treat her better then how you treat me okay ? I love you , maybe the last time I would say it to you :)