Stressed ? Angry ? Disappointed ? Sad ?
I don't know . Just feel miserable .
Between yourselves , there must be some secrets kept , Like for myself , some of you confide me with your secrets . So , If you don't want your secrets to be exposed , why beg other people to know the other party's secret ? What happened yesterday ? 29may2012 ? What did your hide from me that made me blow up ? My efforts and all went down the drain .
Yes , PTM .
Just make me feel like crying already . Some expired news teacher also must mention . Non-relevant stuffs also wanna mention ? Saliva too much isit ? My mum also -.-
Friends have been talking about what the teachers say to their parents , most feedback to me about the PTM is on our form teacher talking to my classmates parents about how they so-called bully their classmates . Summarize what my teacher said ' I realise chloe have a problem in writing her thoughts out she understands it , but she just can't express it . whenever I assign her to a task , she never disappoints me . And as a trainee prefect , a NE ambassador ,I think she has carried out her job well .' then she go on about my studies . When she say About me not able to write out my thoughts and all , that part, I thought to myself . As much as I love blogging , I think I failed as a blogger .
So yesterday , had to stayback for my prefect shift . Then this damnit girl , she just like keep following behind my back , told her like so many times that I am on duty , then she keep saying she waiting for her father to come , nothing to do . Then I say , okay fine , you go wait for him . But don't bother me can ?
Then she agreed . After like 15 minutes of peace , she come and annoy me AGAIN . So , I had to run up and down to inform people about the change of shifts or for sub . Then she also wanna follow . So near the stairway , I just yelled at her , and ignored her . Then she keep asking me to chill . Bitchmuch ?
Things that seem simple don't always come out simple .
Hopefully , things willl get better especially my results , but I had some improvements :>
But will my smart friends understand ? Some don't even have to study , just go out play also can ace their exams ): Sometimes , tell them , they also don't understand how I feel . I am a DSA student . I am not like your , absorb things so fast . None except one of my teachers expected me to score 204 . All but one thought that I will be at the 180 stream . Sigh . No point saying all these . Just stay tune for the next post ! But wouldn't be these few days . 1june to 2 june got prefect camp . Then 4june to 6 june , need go to red cross house . From 8am to 6pm at dhoby ghout . Goona be dead beat :x