My life , my world , my controls , myself .

Don't think I don't know just because I am keeping quiet .

Any Idea why I use this ? Because , someone in my class confessed to me . Nobody would expect him to confess ._. I got the shock of my life .

The last part is wrong ! I AM CRAZY ! Cause that's what my friends call me :x I am also crazy over SHOES . HAHAHA . 

Answer me , HOW ? Before the storm , you've been telling me about how you hate your SUPER CLOSE friend . Wonder how many sides of face you have .

NO ?._. That's jealousy -.- Saw this dumb thing .

Just couldn't catch up with their pace . Lacking farfar behind . But no one's willing to slow down .

Have been doing this posture quite often .): Results are nothing but horrible . :x Friends having conflicts , including myself . Sometimes , we really have to slow down and relax . What's the use of rushing to the finishing point and not enjoy anything ? Goona do this again , 'Fly , soar , reach' <3

Got back my horrible results , and yeah , so wasn't very satisfying . Some caring friends came over to pat on my head , shoulder and tell me it would be okay . Really appreciate that A LOT . :/

A number of you keep reminding me how strong I am , telling me how well I did leaving those dark moments of my failure of relationship . But well , I am a human . I have a weak point . ><

ANYONE OF YOU WOULD HAVE BEEN THROUGH ? NONE . I confidently can shout out . NONE . 

The pain ? suffering ? Heart breaks ? The result ? The Blow ?

Simply wished that there will be this person who would never leave my side , listening to every word I say and not betraying or backstabbing me :'(