Sunday, 23 September 2012

Be my everything .

People , I am back . Yeah . I know it's a miracle that I am blogging again when my latest blogpost was like three days ago . Again , this is gonna be a wordy blog without picture cause I am using my iPod to blog . :/ so yeah , this whole week was a very messy week . Friends quarrel on twitter , me being paranoid , relationship is still something that I have to think of a lot and cry for . I have no idea why in the hell am I crying over it . I am really very exhausted in crying over it . But everytime someone bring up relationship , breakups and all , tears uncontrollably roll down . I have been trying to hold them back very hard . Met my babygirl on Saturday after woodlands and we had a H2H talk , didn't tell anyone about it cause she didn't want anyone to know . It was damn embarrassing . She started asking me what's wrong and I just broke down in tears . She had to hug me so tightly and stroke down and pat me on my head and say ' babe ! It's alright , everything is going to be fine . You're doing very well and I am proud of you , stay strong ' that moment prick my heart alot . I started thinking on my night walk home . ' am I crying over something that's not worth it ? ' continuing on my week , went to pool on saturday and texted quite a few people , good friends like zi Han and Brandon wasn't feeling good. And started talking to them even though I am not in a excellent mood and that Brandon make me worry and die also don't want pick up my call . On the journey back my hand got twisted by Kevin because I crossed my hand over his neck . Worst still that's the hand thats got three injuries . My clique would remember how I injured my wrist cause I rolled down the stairs in school and my muscle tear . So it was really painful till my wife didn't even dare to touch me . It was so hard to take down my handbag and she was really having a bad time . After she left , was feeling sick . Yeah . If you're close with me , you will know that whenever my sugar level run low , I will have double vision , puking , dizzy or fainting . I had all of them except fainting . Sister had to train down quickly from tanah merah :/ got scolding from Brandon for not eating lunch. As always -.- best is today . I was texting and I didn't notice the cupboard and I knocked my head against It , while rubbing my head and tweeting , I walkout and guess what . My baby toe kicked the table leg . Then I fell hard on the floor and noticed the immediate sore at my baby finger . Then dad laugh at me . I know this blogpost is wordy , but thanks for reading it all the way till here <3 got some feedbacks that you guys prefer blogpost without pictures so don't have to load so long and easier to read. 
Okay . Shall mention some darlings . 
Zi Xuann (bbg) babe . Stay strong okay ? Ily . 
Yih min (my bitch) sorry bitch . After EOY , I promise you that I will dedicate one blogpost to you  <3 
To jessical and Brandon ; Happy first monthsary :D
To zi han ; you owe me koi ! Hahaha . Don't emo k ! 
Last but not least ,
My sweetheart dearest yingning !
Wife , you've been a very good friend . Everytime when I am upset , you never fail to send me  long text to cheer me up , I know that you will be there for me , you've always give me your assurance . Out of this 6 years , you have never left my side . Not even once . I appreciate that alot . <3<3<3

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